Him

Him,
He is a simple guy,
Yet he managed to win my heart,
It has been almost six months
Six beautiful months since we were together,
I hardly know anything bout him,
He is so secretive, mysterious,
Funny, loving, caring,
Gosh I feel really lucky..
Really lucky,
People all around me said,
this is so wrong,
he won't be good for me,
But I think that he is just
more than who they think he is,
As far as im concern,
He is the only one that
makes me feel sane,
He is the only person that makes it feels so wrong
When there is a devil in me,
He makes me feels like everything's alright,
when everything is in a chaos
he makes me feel that there,
Thank You Love,
May Allah Bless U!!

dull..

I don't even know why lately. I have been feeling so lost,so empty, its like there is a lot of things that i still feel insecure off. I don't know! and Im confused as well. my life used to be so much more different, better appreciated shall i say. But now..now i am totally lost. Im trying to find something that i can hold on tight to but I'm not sure of what it really is. Was it someone that makes me feel this way. At this moment somehow, all i can say is that i feel totally numb..and it hurts alot. you know its like living with no emotions. I have plans for today.. I plan to have a lil chat and some coffee with my dearest buddy, Ash!! i hope that will kill my dullness.. haha.. signing off!!