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Falling in love is the most easiest thing that can happen to anyone. As for me, I can say that I used to be in love many2 times, and at the end of the day, I found mysekf hurt.
   My worst break up was 2 1/2 years ago, which is still fresh in my mind. I have tried to adjust myself according to the situation now. I have learnt to accept the fact that things were not meant to be.
   Over the time, I have been trying to make myself busy with work and surround myself with family and friends. Well that seems to be working well. But I do feel lonely at times as most of my friends got married andI am one of the few people who are still an active member of the single ladies club (for ladies my aged that is).
   I have been seeing some potential guys. I mean for movies, coffee or simple outing session and most of them do have the criteria that I am looking for. I do feel guilty seeing several of man at the same time (without commitment). But I am really having fun with their company.
   However, recently, on work purposes I have been working with this man over the phone (whatsapp, text and calls) on an article that I am working on. He has been really helpful. And the first few dayswas purely work, but I seem to reallylike him, eventhough we haven't met face to face until last Friday when he insist me to come to an event that wassupposed to attend at Tropicana Golf and Country Club.
   So I went to the event, and the meeting was pretty awkward at first, as I suspected he didn't expect me to be a plus size person (I dunno..lol!!) But its okay as I want it to be really professional (he is really a good looking  lad).
    So we start to discuss about my work, and then, he starts talking about his personal. He told me that he told me that he was divorced with two kids (his kids were very adorable). But I was really surprised that he was so opened to tell me about those things.
    And he told me a lot of things about his background. Such as he is not a Malay he is an Iban. He even showed me his ic picture (he was fat before). Which I think was kinda cute. And his obsession about SUPERMAN which is totally adorable because his kids has the same obsession too.
  He even had a video call with his kids, when he was out of words to say to me. But I saw his fatherly side (which I totally love to see in a guy whom I will marry someday..hopefully). He was kind of jelous when he saw me whatsapping someone else (which is kinda weird).
   Gosh!! I think I am going gu-gu-ga-ga over this guy. Lol! But I think at the moment I should keep it to myself. As I dun wanna scare him away..hahaha hopefully not! And maybe I can try to wait and see what happens next. Finger cross!! If he is the right man for me, I hope that Allah will lead his heart to me. AMIN Ya Rabbal Alamin!