Do mind ur own business..plz

Hari nie hari keje yang amat menyakitkan hati..Sebab hari nie dah la first day of Period, dah tu pulak kene duduk kat ofis tgk orang buat editing.
Yang paling tak boleh bla bile boss u start tanya pasal boifie u, sakit hati pun ade jugak la..mana tak nya, bile die tibe2 nak interfere my privacy!!

But I was acting really cool..like really really cool, when I just put a big smile on my face.. Senyum je la nak buat macam mana kan..dah die boss.. tak kan nak tengking..

But sometimes, its really hard to deal with these people yang suka KEPOCI pasal orang lain..Well deep inside I do believe that they just want to run away from they very own personal matters. Tapi sumpah!! Sangat menyakitkan hati..bile they try to act like they are so good..everyone has "skeletons in their closet". Bukan ape, I don't mind kalau u nak ambil berat pasal masalah I, tapi at the same time, Please jgn kutuk and bring me down..Bukan ape. bile u cakap macam hidup u tu bagus sangat..at the end of the day, people actually do know that your life sucks too!!

Dah tu pasal my privacy life I tak suka bile org masuk campur and nak kata that I should do this instead of that!! Who are you to say that!! You are not even my mother, so STOP acting like one. Kalau aku nak bercinta dengan orang Indonesia ke Filippina ke, Siam ke, yang paling penting sekali aku tak pernah kacau hidup kau!! Dah tu pulak it doesn't even give impact to ur life. So plz stay away from my personal life..Aku buat kerja aku bagi siap!! Dah tu aku perform waktu kerja, tak de pulak aku nak bawak masalah peribadi aku campur adukkan dengan masalah kerja aku!! BETUL TAK?Aku perform, bukan tak perform, lainlah kalau aku angau, and masa kerja aku asyik ingat boyfriend aku!!

Cukup la dengan sedara mara aku yang suka jaga tepi kain aku, tak payah nak tambahkan lagi masalah aku! I have to deal with my parents, my family, my uncle's and auntie's, my cousins' and the list goes on!! and at the same time I just find it somehow irrelevant when they all try to get involved with my life..Aku kahwin nanti ade ke masalah aku jadi masalah mereka jugak?? I am sorry if I sound to harsh in this posting!! But seriousl aku dah naik fed up dengan manusia yang suka sangat campur tangan dalam urusan hidup orang lain..especially bile mereka tidak diperlukan langsung!!

Financial

As a student in my second year degree, I have no stable income, nor do i take loans or under any scholarship..Money have always been something that makes me think a lot..How can i study and still earn some money. I have been invited to join this MLM thing but I am not interested. Some of my fellow friends have been working to earn some pocket money..Or shall I say a lot of pocket money. For me myself I have been working part time, helping my uncle to do some paper work, yea.. It helps somehow..give me some earning..But i still have to be wise on what i spent my money on..after all this time I guess I have been spending more on my top-ups, instead of my food or fuel..well I did manage to save on that..Love is putting some toll on me..Yet it still makes me happy..I am still cracking my head on how to earn more money!! Hope that Allah will give me some sign to figure it out..and not just let me crack my head to think about it!

blushed

I have never thought that this would happen,
I have always adore him,
But he is beyond my reach,
So I try to push those feelings far away,
He is just simple,
But there are things about him that attracts me,
and I don't know what,
Always look at him while he make his way to the destination,
Never thought that he knows my existence,
until today,
when I walk passed him and he called out my name and said Hi!!
I blushed
I can feel that y heart is jumping,
heee